So I got the best present.....last....hehe a bracelet

omg is it not the most precious thing?

So yesterday was my bday! OMG it was the best birthday EVER like it soooooo ROCKED!! First John came in the morning and gave me the best loving of my life. God hes beautiful, we layed next to each other and snuggled ALL night! He gave me a backrub and the time of my life..hehe...we talked about everything and we are gonna MAKE it work. We really love each other. These last 6 months made me realize how important he was to me! Sooooo after I slept and got up and got ready. Adam threw me the best bday party ever! The place was PACKED! Soooooo many people came out to celebrate my bday with me....the important ones? Welp....Suzy, Tracey, and Christine of course...Jenn babysat or she would have been there too....but she waited til I came home tore up and cuddled me...Shes so great too. I have to say I have the best friends in the world and the BEST husband ever...I am sooooo Happy!!!! Oh yeah and heres some pics!!!

Happy Birthday to ME!!

omg I got the best presents!! Lots of money, and jewelry. I get Suzy and Traceys presents on Friday(paydays) LOL...

are those not the cutest stuff?? mmm god im spoiled. thanks Mom, Christine, Rob and Grama!!!

Well guys and gals its official, me and my husband are gonna work things out. He`s going to anger management counceling and we are going to marriage counceling. Moving into together in Feb...YAY I really missed him. Hes so wonderful and beautiful, NOTHING compares!!!

So its Sat the 22nd rotfl i havent been home long since Thursday night...I was so trashed and I went to chill with Adam and Jenn and ended up hanging with his friend who was pretty damn cool. Then I made a huge mistake Friday night Mike wanted to talk things out....So I listened to his lies again and went with him...we were talking alright and then he started trying to rape me again and i was like no fucking way get off me and hes like trying to wrestle me inside the car and i was pushing him off me. Then the cops seen the car moving and came up to the car. They impounded his car ROTFL good for the motherfucker. He was pretty mad too. The cops came out from Moosic and talked to me. What I did was not smart and I know it now. Im such a fool when it comes to men. Im glad Im getting counceling now cuz it was not a very bright move on my part. So after we went to the police station and talked to the cops, Adam came and got me and took me out again. OMG did I have a good time,I danced and drank!!! Christine asked me to come visit so I did...lol we had a great time at her house til Shorn got all ignorant and she wanted him to leave to I ended up going home to bed....and now...Im posting LOL..

So its on....its time for me to start partying for my bday ....everyone wants me to come out and go everywhere LOL....so Tonight I`m off with Adam and Jenn to drink it up...hehe Happy Birthday Ma....yeah today is my moms....so ima have like 10 drinks for you ma Oh and I finally got a decsion for the appeal I filed, and I have custody of Shane again. YAY I rock! Anywayz 

 FUCK YOU TOM, YOU CANT CHEAT THE SYSTEM AND WIN!!!!!!

So last night was the BOMB! I went to Red Lobster....mmm the food was sooooo Good! And afterwards we went with Tracey to the bar to dance...OMFG...We danced like no tomorrow, and when the CAT is away the mice will play? Boy did we play! When I first walked in I said to Tracey...DAYUMMM LOOKA HIM...So later on Traceys talking to him, tellin him I was too nervous.. LMAO imagine that? Me nervous? LMFAO Not! So on to the good parts...I start talking to him....lmao ...Tracey told him about the "leslie juice" and oh my did he look so hot....He had on a black yankees fitted, and enyce shirt, and black south pole jeans, and this hot ass leather jacket. God he was "Hook`dUp". I told him how fine he was and that I really dug his hat and that my ex had one like that and he would NEVER let me even touch it, he put it on my head and said "It looks better on you ma" WOW So I chat with him a bit, he hooks us up with some drinks...guy got rolls of cash like w0ah LMAO...and he blows me a kiss during the "golddigger" song LOL....So its closing time and I ask him what hes doing hes like "uhh idk" and I said "Well u can always come to my house" and so he did! We got back to my house and we were all hanging out....He says "I`m hungry" I was ready to break out the STEAKS! He was that YUMMY. But he said "Nah Ma I want some pizza" So pizza it was...we ate and talked about everything he was SOOOO SWEET! And when when it was time to go. He kissed me good night. I was awestruck. It was like a thousand tingles in my body, I felt like i died and was born at the same time.. Yes! the kiss was that good. So I go to give him his hat back..and hes like "Na Ma, you keep it. He leans down and whispers in my ear "don`t be messin with no more broke niggas ya heard?"LMFAO I masterbated 6 times thinking of him ....geeezzz I cant wait til I see him again!

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if u have myspace or a webpage. please repost...he has done this to more people than just me!

I think its time to focus on a new life for me and my kids. Maybe with John in it, even if it is just as friends.....Mike is history Im tired of his abuse....I hope the cops lock him up for what hes done to me. Hope he rots. Welp Ill post more soon..

I really dont have the patience for Mike. I have 4 kids. I swear men act like little babies, the problem with that is....THEY ARE OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW BETTER. Im really tired of BS with mens behaviors and blowing it off like its no big deal. And other men protecting them and allowing them to abuse women any way they see fit. And some poor excuses for women are no better. Yes Im talking to the women who flirt and try to fuck another womans man. SHAME on both of you. You both discust me. I guess the only reason I have so much patience with children is because they DONT know any better. And MEN DO! so grow the fuck up you POS excuses for men!